To Soma

Soma I am sorry, please forgive me? I know I shouldn't have gotten that upset.


I love you.

-Wolfie.

Tree man

Love is stupid!! Love is stupid!! Love is stupid!!

Wolfie wont talk to me, hes mad because I 'broke' the camera, but I never broke it. I was recording I stopped recording then played the tape back and it was distorted and fuzzy. Why does my camera not work? being so upset all I could do was watch the trees as we passed them. A fog started to roll in so wolfie told me to roll up my window.

I swear I saw a guy waving at me from in the trees, he seemed friendly. He wore a black suit and was very tall, I thought I was seeing things but he stood there i swear he was standing right there, I tried to get wolfie to look, he said he never saw anything I turned back.

He was gone. I want to see the tall man again, he seemed nice. I drew a picture of him.

He is very intresting :D I hope I get to meet him again! 
-Soma xoxoxo

xoxox

Wolfie wont let me watch the news *Huff* I don't understand why! It's so unfair I came out of the bathroom after my bath and he flicked the channel super fast! I was amazed at his pure speed. I guess its ok though I like the funnies more :) Wolfie saves them for me all the time. Excuse me now I'm going to go into the car.
-Soma xoxox

To my grandmother.

My grandmother died yesterday.

Soma and myself stopped to see her before we left, she looked healthy but she was also eighty-four years old I guess anything can happen at anytime, makes you love life that much more. Soma was crying in the car when she heard the news, Soma is so sensitive to any death that’s why I don't let her watch the news or read newspapers, she would hate the world for what it is.

We are just getting out from the hotel now, going to California. Soma is very excited, better yet the camera and tapes are playing back as they should so her camera is fixed and she's filming everything.

Heading out.

Soma is getting worse.

And I don’t know what’s wrong with her. I did a check-up on her, she's perfectly healthy, she only complains of a slight 'lightheaded' feeling.

I came up with a plan at breakfast this morning.

"Say what about a vacation?" She perked up from her morning toast, hardly touched.

"Vacation? Don’t you have matters to attend to?" she asked I grinned and playfully lifted her up into my arms and kissed her noes softly.

"My little soma is MUCH MUCH more important than work...we could go anywhere you want Soma"

"Anywhere?" she said unsure.

"We could do a road trip"

"Road trip!!" she said excitedly and hugged me tightly.

"So that’s a yes?"

"Yes, I want to road trip around untied state Wolfie, please?" she asked stairing at me with her innocent eyes.

"Of course soma..."

She got off me and ran to the bedroom.

I closed the newspaper and tossed it, not much in the newspapers now anyways just some kids have gone missing again. I got some new tapes for soma's camera too.

Were at a cafe now, just about to head out of New York.

Soma says something's up with her camera, the picture is fuzzy sometimes, I just told her to put it away for now and that I’ll look at it later.

No File Found// -Wolfie

No file found
File corrupted
File corrupted
Almost every file is corrupted, non-existent or is messed up.

I was looking through Soma's camera well she slept, she's had a weird cough lately I can not pinpoint it to any sickness for it is quite spontaneous but I bought her cough syrup its just she refuses to take it. She says it makes her really stomach sick. She wasn't joking I gave some to her anyways, forcefully, and she did get sick, very sick.
I felt so bad as I lifted her off the bathroom floor and tucked her into our bed. I also gave her a cold glass of water, a damp towel and a bucket.

I'm heading to bed, Soma just woke up she seems to have had a nightmare, It is terrifying hearing her crying from all the way out here, I'm going to try and calm her down.

Hachi.

Wolfie bought me a video camera. It's very nice, i really like it he promised me that he would never break a promise ever again. I told him it was OK he had to work to support us and that from now on I would try my best. I'm learning how to use it, so far I'v taken a video of my feet, Wolfie watching tv and outside our apartment it's a lot of fun, this shoots very clear and beautiful picture. I decided tomorrow I would go around the city and take some footage with Wolfie. Maybe we could go out for lunch then go to that mall we both like and buy some new shoes for me and some new shirts for wolfie (and me, I love wearing his shirts).

Oh I'm Soma :).

I really dont have much to say about myself because I cannot remember most of my past.
But I am thankful to wolfie for bringing me in, the truth is I'm in love with him and we've been together for a long time it feels like.

Wolfies calling he wants to watch Hachi, it sounds so good I can't wait to cuddle into him.
I hope its not sad, I will cry if it is.
Oh he's clling again, gotta go.
Xoxox
-Soma

What I've learned about Soma

Soma's future seemed pretty bleak when I first met her, she didn't seem to have much of an education (school wise) and didn't seem to have much hope at first for anything, and she seemed quite ignorant as well.
Although, I have learned, Soma is quite intelligent.
I usually had to leave her alone at home well I work, she would do odd jobs around the apartment such as dust everything down, clean the floors, wash the dishes, do a little bit of laundry.
She's become more and more useful she now cook's meals for me.

She's regaining peices and shards of her memory, she said that she lived in the wood's with her step mother and her uncle.
She remembered that her step mother was abusive and her uncle was usually away also that she tried to run away but was always caught.
she didn't remember how she got to the highway but that when I picked her up she was so thankful.

I felt horrible for leaving her alone today because I had promised her that I would spend the day with her watching a movie. I guess I can buy her a gift, not that it would make up for a broken promise.
On my lunch hour I wandered around the city looking for something.
I found a HD video camera that takes pictures as well, Soma told me a few times that she likes to do such things as take videos that way she can remember things better.
I decided I'll buy it for her.
Hopefully she will forgive me for letting her down.

I am Wolfie (The memory of how I met Soma)

Wolfie?
Yes I understand that you may be confused with the name, as am I.
My real name is Gabriel Martinez.
But Soma (or that is what I have brought upon myself to call her) has nicknamed me wolfie.
The story behind Soma is very intresting, please listen.

I found this girl on the side of the road one snowy evening.
I was driving back to New York from Paris, France which is my birth town, I was visiting the family for a week but the ‘get together’ was very unusual this time, as all my family did was try to set me up with dates and so I left a few days earlier.

The moon was extremely bright that one evening and I had decided to stop for a quick smoke, that’s when I pulled my car over towards the ditch and got out I lit my cigarette and leaned against my car. I feel almost pathetic for not seeing her sooner but her small body was covered in a soft layer of snow, what caught my attention was a small rabbit or wild dog rustling in the bushes then I saw her.

She looked half dead when I jumped down to examine her. Yet when I lifted her up she opened her eyes and stared at me, she looked scared yet calm. Gripping tightly onto my winter coat she pressed her body closer to mine and shivered as if she was crying. I was not sure of what to say or do, all I did was hold her small body close to mine trying to warm her.

Then I brought her home, she slept in my room and the next morning I questioned her.

"What is your name? Where are you from? What were you doing out on the streets? How did you get there?"

Simple questions the kind that anyone should be able to answer but not her, she lowered her head she could not remember her name, nor where she was from not her family not how she got in that ditch.

Being a doctor I could only conclude that she had amnesia. If she could not remember her name or family I couldn’t just send her away and for some reason dropping her off at a shelter or at the police station seemed unnaturally cruel in my eyes, so I took her in under my wings.

Because she couldn’t remember her real name and I didn’t just want to call her ‘girl’ I asked if there was any name she wished to be called. She shook her head and without a clue of what this girl was like or even what she liked I thought of the first thing that came to my mind.

"How about Soma?"

I saw a sparkle in her beautiful heterochromic eyes, one of which is a light blue well the other is a dark brown.

'Sounds good' she replied in her childlike, calming voice.

And so I named her Soma.
Now how did I get the nickname Wolfie? Coming home one day from work I heard her as she ran along the floor and jumped into my arms joyfully crying out the name:
‘Wolfie!’.

And I just accepted it, I don’t mind it the truth is it makes me happy to see her happy.